I wonder  "Why"?                                                             

I'm losing my mind

I close my eyes and try to hide 

that I never would expect to fall

But I'm  jealous of the people

Who are not afraid to fly 

I probably denied

My intention of my deed 

What I really feel inside 

I  think it would be right 

To tell that the reality is just disguised 

And its so  hard to recognize myself sometimes

but All I know is that I

I don’t believe in  mirrors

reflecting mutilate true

show me myself 

can u make me real even for a little while ?

I dare you open the secret 

relentlessly craving to know 

am I still alive ? You know better than I

Wait ,  till I get it right

Always dreamt of the highest heights

But I was just so very blind 

Do I just exist or do I really live my life?

Love to wake me up and pain to burn my mind 

i didn’t suppose to feel this way but I'm willing to try 

guide me through my twilight

I don’t believe in  mirrors

reflecting mutilate true

show me myself 

can u make me real even  for a little while ?

I dare you open the secret 

relentlessly craving to know

Waking me up from the ages of a silent dream

I don’t believe in  mirrors

reflecting mutilate true

Show me myself 

can u make me real even  for a little while ?

I dare you open the secret 

relentlessly craving to know 

am I still alive?