Hello

My name is Tiffany

It is 8:32pm

January 29th 2021

And tomorrow is my 21st birthday

I don’t really know why I made this voice recording

I just, kinda wanted to document how i”m feeling right now in life

And it’s just not good

People tell me like, that’s a normal thing you know?

To like be struggling with loneliness

Every human goes through

Like existential loneliness

Your feelings are normal

And I’m just like, then why do I feel like I’m going insane?

I’m supposed to be happy that I’m turning 21 tomorrow but I’m not happy

And then I just try to tell myself, you know what, it’s all in the head

It doesn’t matter

Cause everyone’s unhappy

It’s always fun yeah

It’s always fun

It’s always fun

is what I tell myself

Have lots of fun yeah

It’s always fun

It’s always fun

Is what I tell myself

It’s always fun yeah

I’m always fun

I’m always fun

Is what I tell myself

It’s always fun

Yeah I’m always fun

(I’m always, I’m always)

I get too sick staring at the TV

Trust me, I can handle myself

I’d never ask you for help

And no one, no one, no one

Cares like I do

I feel like running away from me

I think I cam handle myself

Cause everybody’s in hell

And no one, no one, no one

Cares like I do

Somebody’s always got it worse

And I don’t think that I’m really hurt enough to

Act like it’s a big deal

Even though it makes sense

It’s always fun yeah

It’s always fun

It’s always fun

is what I tell myself

Have lots of fun yeah

It’s always fun

It’s always fun

Is what I tell myself

It’s always fun yeah

I’m always fun

I’m always fun

Is what I tell myself

It’s always fun

Yeah I’m always fun

(I’m always, I’m always)

I’m always fun

I get a rush

I give a fuck

When I’m in front all my best friends

I think too much

We’re out of touch

Never enough

Feel guilty for all my problems

Wish there were moments I’m invincible

I’m so damn sorry being cynical

But I’m always fun

Yeah I promise, I promise

I promise, I promise

Yeah I promise, I promise

Somebody’s always got it worse

And I don’t think that I’m really hurt enough

Try to prove everything I’m worth

Cause I already know it doesn’t matter to you

We get old, we get tired, we get sad

And I’ve given up thinking what’s next

Don’t act like it’s a big deal

Even though it makes sense

It’s always fun yeah

It’s always fun

It’s always fun

is what I tell myself

Have lots of fun yeah

It’s always fun

It’s always fun

Is what I tell myself

It’s always fun yeah

I’m always fun

I’m always fun

Is what I tell myself

It’s always fun

Yeah I’m always fun

(I’m always, I’m always)

It’s always fun yeah

It’s always fun

It’s always fun

is what I tell myself

Have lots of fun yeah

It’s always fun

It’s always fun

Is what I tell myself

It’s always fun yeah

I’m always fun

I’m always fun

Is what I tell myself

It’s always fun

Yeah I’m always fun

(I’m always, I’m always)