Been through a lot but it is what it is

Thinking 'bout brodie he ain't even leave him no kids

I got a whole lot of weight on my shoulders, for real

But I'll never give into fear

I ain't gon worry bout this and 'bout that and the other I'm turning it up got me switching the gears

And brodie came home off a charge in a couple of months but the judge could of gave him some years

Think about Blake drop a couple of tears

I hop in that straight I'm adjusting the mirrors

And haters gon hate from the back better stay where you at I ain't even gon look in the rear

I know if they hated on Jesus they gon hate me too I've been peeping the hate from my peers

These youngins gon run to the crime run straight into danger you would've thought he was a deer

And I can't wait to see where I'm at in a year

I can't wait to see what the Lord has been speaking you just gotta listen just give Him your ear

And I just keep rapping and telling these stories I might turn this hobby into a career

Gave Jesus the wheels and I told Him to steer

And why would I try to be somebody else God told me I'm made in His image

Changing my ways I've been switching my image

They see me mess up and they try to diminish

They try to diminish His work but it's finished

I'm screaming out Jesus I never been timid

I'm hopping out cars pointing people to God, I ain't hopping out cars tryn fish with that rod

And that PTSD left a youngin with scars so I'm keeping it P can't trip 'bout a broad

Can't cap, remember when times was too hard I ain't wanna go home I was ducking the bus

On the way back from school and I'm cranking my tunes and I walk in the door all I hear is them fuss

All I hear is my mother and father just argue 'bout bills and 'bout family business

Remember when we was down bad and my mama would give me that talk, money tight around Christmas

Remember them days we ain't have electricity, heat was cut off so we went in the kitchen

I'd grab me a bucket with water and flame up the stove with a candle I'm here reminiscing

They don't feel my pain so I'm keeping my distance

Build me a name to the point they can't miss it

Glorify Jesus while chasing these digits

They know that I'm chosen a man on a mission

And them youngins was throwing me off, kept dissing

I keep it real on the track not a regular Christian

They told me the brodie's got shot 'bout a year after bro died I ain't gon lie I was stuck in my feelings

(For real)

And I ain't done talking my talk let me tell 'em the truth

And I know I ain't crazy if I'm giving something my all then you gotta present me some proof

How a youngin like me start to follow and talk about God when I can't talk to Him like I'm talking to you?

It's 'cause sin made a barrier with us and God so He sent down His Son Jesus showed us the truth

He showed us the Father and all of His glory

Just trust in the Bible the word is an actual story

The Bible gon change up your story

The Bible gon give you some hope, in the Bible it show you this life ain't a joke

In the Bible it tells you that Jesus is King not the pope

He's the King it's unanimous, it ain't a vote

Listen to the Spirit and all that He wrote

Been through a lot but it is what it is

Thinking 'bout brodie he ain't even leave him no kids

I got a whole lot of weight on my shoulders, for real

But I'll never give into fear

I ain't gon worry bout this and bout that and the other I'm turning it up got me switching the gears

And brodie came home off a charge in a couple of months but the judge could of gave him some years

Think about Blake drop a couple of tears

I hop in that straight I'm adjusting the mirrors

And haters gon hate from the back better stay where you at I ain't even gon look in the rear

I know if they hated on Jesus they gon hate me too I've been peeping the hate from my peers

These youngins gon run to the crime run straight into danger you would've thought he was a deer

And I can't wait to see where I'm at in a year

I can't wait to see what the Lord has been speaking you just gotta listen just give Him your ear

And I just keep rapping and telling these stories I might turn this hobby into a career

And I can't wait to see where I'm at in a year

I can't wait to see what the Lord has been speaking you just gotta listen just give Him your ear