I always find myself in the loop of reality

I'm in my mind not giving myself the quality

I always find myself in the loop of reality

My mind keeps telling me I'm just a wannabe

I'm in my own mind not giving myself the quality

While I'm giving it to someone who throws it away to fuck with me

Stuck on doing the same shit again

But that's all over because I got a girlfriend

Just as a notice you'll be a girl that I won't recommend

This don't make sense to you, truth is something you can't comprehend

I'm sorry if this makes you turn the other way

You weren't shit, and you will never be (never be)

I was the one who always told you to stay

But now I'll be the one who treats you like you did to me

It's sad to know you think you're in the right

Perhaps you should think about you being in the wrong

I know for a fact you never showed remorse, not a slight

This is me doing something other than just play along

All the shit you did can't get out of my head

Couldn't you have done this to someone else instead?

All the shit you did is imbedded in my brain

Thank God it's all over you almost made me go insane

I always find myself in the loop of reality (reality)

My mind keeps telling me I'm just a wannabe

I'm in my own mind not giving myself the quality (quality)

While I'm giving it to someone who throws it away to fuck with me

I make myself lost and it's all my fault

To keep it unknown I keep safe in a vault

When you kept lying to me you put it at a halt

Then the time was right and you did a surprise assault

"Now I'm left in the darkness nowhere with you"

I'm so sorry that slipped out, that was the past me talking (talking)

I'm living in peace not overthinking of you

And it's so quiet in my mind I never think about you (Never gave a fuck about you)

You told a lot of lies about me that I'm not involved in

Now you coming back crying to me, that's not my problem

And if you do, don't come to bother me just ask someone to solve them

All the reassurance texts you sent me I got so tired of them

She said I'm the target and so is my heart

Who knew our relationship she would tear apart

Had my life clear as day since the day I left

And you'll be lucky enough to even be called a guest

I always find myself in the loop of reality

My mind keeps telling me I'm just a wannabe

I'm in my own mind not giving myself the quality

While I'm giving it to someone who throws it away to fuck with me