Getting Older

I fell down a wishing well

I fell for a wish from hell

Do it all before everyone else

Now I write my name

Alone in the waiting room

15 in fluorescent light

Pretty sure they could tell that I’m high

And it seems like a blatant lie

That I’m sitting blank

Dunno what to say I

I don’t wanna waste your time

I’m sure that I must seem fine

But these thoughts control my mind I

Can’t take another day where I

Cry your eyes out

Let your mother down

Let me know now

Am I just getting older

I am

Now it’s

10 years until it come to light

And it’s still the worst at night

I guess I keep those memories mine

Fuck CBT

And fuck all the meds I chew

My room was sacred sight

Doors closed

Eyes shut

I’m fine

And this emptiness it’s mine

I’m sitting numb

Dunno what to say I

I don’t wanna waste your time

I’m sure that your friends won’t mind

But these thoughts control my mind I

Can’t take another day where I

Cry your eyes out

Let your mother down

Let me know now

Am I just getting older

I am

(I don’t wanna waste your time

Can’t take another day where I)

You say you know

But you never know

Why can’t I try just to let it go

(But) I’m tied up tight

Cause the body knows

I’m still alone

Alone in my bedroom

9-5 I’m wired

I relive it all

Eyes shut I cry

Hear my head explode

I hold out hope

To forget it all

I’m stuck on hold

Alone in the waiting room

Cry your eyes out

Let your mother down

Let me know now

Am I just getting older

I am