Beloved

Would have taken the high road

But that's not somewhere you could go

Would've given everything I wrote

To use it all as your own

Then you went on and crossed me

In the quietest way

So then I left for the high road

But I kinda wanted to stay

Sucks being alone, hating you, I did you a favor

Sucks holding a grudge with someone beloved, who'll just use you later

You don't even want me, so why do you care?

When I'm doing my own thing, and you're suddenly scared

Sucks being alone, hating you

I thought I saw your sister at the bar the other night

Now it's roulette going to places that I used to like

You ruined music for me, songs I can never hear

'Cause if I listen, I'm reminded of my worst fear

Sucks being alone, hating you, I did you a favor

Sucks holding a grudge with someone beloved, who'll just use you later

You don't even want me, so why do you care?

When I'm doing my own thing, and you're suddenly scared

Sucks being alone, hating you, I did you a favor

Sucks holding a grudge with someone beloved, who'll just use you later

Sucks being alone (being alone), hating you

I know that you used to see me

See me better than most

Wasn't right back in '19

Before I made you a ghost

Sucks being alone, hating you