Won't Last

Reminiscing on my life man it's going fast

Second guessing time and I'm all mad

Watch it crash and burn like my old past

Desire what I want but it won't last

I could win a million dollars if I gave it back

Own a couple cars and a bachelor pad

Watch it crash and burn like my old past

Desire what I want but it won't last

Thinking while I'm thinking, wait

Take a second

I can't seem to find a meaning

Back to the beginning

What's purpose on this earth is there a purpose why I'm breathing

Calling Jesus for some help, I cant seem to find belief in

I been doubting for some time all my hope is in achievers

Share the gospel loud, but at home a non believer

For myself, for my needs, all my issues been deeper

I've been stuck inside this sand since the day I left the bleachers

High School was a disaster never thought to talk to teachers

Only thing I said was the raps I wrote at home

All the imagery and diction I would study on my own

I could make a rap sing but I can't seem to write a poem

Jesus told Peter don't you worry bout the storm

Well it ate me up alive and it feels like I'm alone

Jesus told Peter don't you worry bout the storm

Well it ate me up alive and it feels like I'm alone

Reminiscing on my life man it's going fast

Second guessing time and I'm all mad

Watch it crash and burn like my old past

Desire what I want but it won't last

I could win a million dollars if I gave it back

Own a couple cars and a bachelor pad

Watch it crash and burn like my old past

Desire what I want but it won't last

Thinking while I'm thinking, wait, let me breathe

I'm a rapper, I'm a leader for your life I'll intercede

I can quote a couple scriptures, I can pray for what you need

I know God will do it for you does he ever think of me?

I'm like David I do doubt, sometimes I hope to believe

I been hiding for a while, I been stuck up in a tree

Living in a treehouse I can't seem to make believe

Life is not a fairytale don't imagine what I see

As I look inside this mirror I can see it on my face

I been running for a while I'm exhausted from this race

I been eating what I can I never enjoyed the taste

Defeat stuck in my teeth my appetite not on pace

Jesus told Peter if you love me feed my lamb

I been feeding for a minute I'm the one who needs a hand

Jesus told Peter if you love me feed my lamb

I been feeding for a minute I'm the one who needs a hand

Reminiscing on my life man it's going fast

Second guessing time and I'm all mad

Watch it crash and burn like my old past

Desire what I want but it won't last

I could win a million dollars if I gave it back

Own a couple cars and a bachelor pad

Watch it crash and burn like my old past

Desire what I want but it won't last