story i tell myself

Some days I'm feeling I'm not pretty enough

I'll take the wheel, but, but I won't get it done

I'm over thinking till I'm stuck in the mud

I'm exhausted from bad self-talking

The devil I know isn't good enough for me

Running uphill till there's nothing left of me

What would it feel like if I could believe?

All of my doubt is insecurity

I know my pride can get the best of me

How do I heal when something cut so deep?

I'm so tired of the story I tell myself

Somebody else is more deserving

The lies don't work when I'm doing well

But it hurts like hell to hear the story I tell myself

I know I'm worthy of so much better than this

It's hard to think 'bout everything that I've missed

But being vulnerable doesn't feel like a risk

When there's no hope in staying broken

The devil I know isn't good enough for me

Running uphill till there's nothing left of me

What would it feel like if I could believe?

I'm so tired of the story I tell myself

Somebody else is more deserving

The lies don't work when I'm doing well

But it hurts like hell to hear the story I tell myself

And I know that it's in my mind

Just wanna see what the other side looks like

Wish I could rewrite the story I tell myself

And I know it'll be alright

Just wanna step out into the light

Wish I, wish I could rewrite the story I tell myself

And I know that it's in my mind

Just wanna see what the other side looks like, I

I'm so tired of the story I tell myself

Somebody else is more deserving

The lies don't work when I'm doing well

But it hurts like hell to hear the story I tell myself