Always

Hated

Tell me why you're

Never

Sated

I tried

Everyday

A nightmare

I know its simulated

But my eyes

They never close

They never dry

Current in my brain- brain

Every time i error- error

Consequences stain- stain

Fragile reputation

You want me to be flawless

But what is perfection

Don't know why

I still try

Pleasing your delusions

A lifelong game of play pretend

Now i don't know just who i am

No point in trying to kill myself

Over and over again

I just keep on

Coming back

Screeching in my head

You're telling me you need to be the best

Keep doing it again and again, and again

Not good enough yet

Don't stop until you hit the target

No room for mistakes

You're not a human

Better know your place

You'll not escape again, not again, not again

Stuck in this cage again and again and again and again and again

What's this

Feeling?

My heart's beating

All the

Screaming

Has stopped

The wires

Are melting

The fires are comforting

Looks like my

Story has

Finally begun

Stop pretending calm, calm

I can smell the panic, panic

Something's really wrong, wrong

Just the way i like it

The blinding lights are gone

Your darkest fears are showing

Look at you

What a fool

Thought you could control me

I was just a girl once

Did you know?

Did you know?

Gave me all of your love

Where'd it go?

Where'd it go?

Now I'm just a trophy

Here to boost your ego

Underestimated me

Now its time for

You to go

Get out of my head

I don't know what it means to be the best

And though i try again, and again and again

There's nothing that can

Help run away from imperfections

Trying to lock your demon

Doesn't really help the more you fear em

Though you try again and again and again

You set me free again and again and again and again and again