Yo, Kezzy, this shit got me trippin'

Who—Whole lotta shit really go through my mental

I sit back and write, erase with a pencil

Don't know who to vent to, everyone always judgmental

Sit back and think 'bout the blocks that I spin through

All of the opps I ran into

All of the shots that I sent through, most of the shit I just couldn't prevent too

You left me in jail, tried to call you to save me

I was dying inside, my CO-D betrayed me

In the cell with my brother, judge tried to slay me

They say I'm the villain, they always gon blame me

A lot of my problems ain't break me, it made me

Can't be surprised, nothing don't phase me

Dark cloud with me, my days always rainy

Shit you be on really driving me crazy

Always think 'bout the good but just talk 'bout my flaw

Rather argue through texts, I can't get a call

Love too deep, back to the war

Nobody picking me up when I fall

You speaking on shit that I never recall

I see shit clear, I know what I saw

You said that my words make you feel like you small

I'ma say how I feel, and I'm keeping it tall

You want that love that you got from your ex?

I guess I just wasn't enough

But I'm onto the next, like what you expect?

You tellin' me come and just get all my stuff

I know that's the bait, you tryna have sex

You love how I fuck 'cause I beat it up rough

Really be tripping, don't make no sense

Can't believe this the real you, this shit is tough

I'm staying away, I'm just keeping my distance

Don't care for my life or about my existence

I know I be toxic, I know I don't listen

I'ma miss all the sex, just be reminiscing

I be making you cum up in every position

You say I'm the best, no competition

Fuck from behind, hold your neck while we kissing

But I wish you the best 'cause we can't be consistent

This not a diss, I'ma make this a message

I thought about you for the session

Always gon' thank you, that shit was a lesson

You blocked me before I could say this confession

I never loved you, I loved our connection

Could say it was lust, fuck, affection

I feel like you always just needed attention

I'ma stay in my lane, just switching directions

Stop calling my phone with no caller ID

Stop making fake pages to watch 'cause I peep

You being a creep, just leave me in peace

Just give me some space, I'll reply in a week

I need some sleep, I been in the street

I promise one day we can sit and just speak

Don't get to posting, subs, tweet

Number delete, my response 'til we meet

So, like, why you not answering the phone whenever I call you? I've been calling you all day

I been in the studio