Is it what I did or what I said

It hurts me worse to keep it in my head

Didn't know you were like that I've been misled

I can't even type back hate what I read

I took a step back still falling forwards

Said that she gets that but I don't know her

Feel like I messed up

I been so stressed and I

Feel like you're testing I

Still haven't rested

Would you stay with me

If we drifted apart

Just don't play with me

Please don't play with my heart

I had friends that warned me from the start

If you're gonna stay this way don't want no part

Told me that you're listening but I don't think you hear me

I said it once or twice I guess I didn't say it clearly

To take my mind off things I'm up all night but now I'm feeling weary

My mind blank my eyes red I think I'm getting teary

I can't

No I can't cry

Sometimes it's just me and myself it's lonely can't lie

But I don't need no one else I told them I'm fine

I told my mom I need help she said it takes time

How much time does it take

How much time does it take

How much time

How much time

How much time

How much time

Is it what I did or what I said

It hurts me worse to keep it in my head

Didn't know you were like that I've been misled

I can't even type back hate what I read

I took a step back still falling forwards

Said that she gets that but I don't know her

Feel like I messed up

I been so stressed and I

Feel like you're testing I

Still haven't rested