Ok

I don't deserve it but, he said I'm worth it

How could I pay back a blood shed

I keep producing with focus

This for my brothers just floating

Questioned the reason I'm even writing

Like, can I make a difference

Or, offer something different

Fern be the reason I'm even speaking

Said He can't wait till I keep releasing

This be the reason I keep believing

How can I quit when I'm being lifted

I put my boys on a project cause I see the talent

That's not a flex but, that show the mileage

Bryan got lines but, keeping it quiet

P call me out when I'm trppn in silence

I can't be trusting just anybody

Ain't been the same since I set the boundary

Can't give myself out to everybody

I cannot grow if I'm playing the victim

Can't manifest when I live in the kingdom

Bittersweet with the taste

Mom & Pop with distaste

I don't know who to blame

Yuh

Back n' forth in my mind

Looking back on my life

I was just hiding the confidence

Thought it be better to humble myself

Rather than showing the talent was there

Put in the time & invested as well

I kept it going when no one would help

Well

Love when I work on my health

Glad to be here & I'm standing

That goes beyond chasing Grammys

I'm taking care of my family

I'm taking care of my

I got a scope on my head cause I be a target they know I got something to lose

Take it to Jesus if you got a problem cause boy I ain't got nothing to prove

I got a purpose & move with a message

I know there's healing in conversation

I keep on praying so angels can heal you

Tired of seeing them demons defeat you

Just go make sure he forgive you

Damn

That's all I'm trying to give you

Maybe if heaven can reach you

Just might get over your issue

or pass it to someone who need to

Can't keep on thinking we equal

Closing the gap between who I'm supposed to be

Walking the path that was clearly set out for me

God given talent so why would I fake a seed

Even when things go against me

Grateful to God who protect me

I still believe he the best thing

Even when things go against me

I still believe he the best thing

Yeah