Voice In My Head

Welcome to a day in my mind

You'll see regret passing by and the love is still here, but it ain't in sight

Don't try looking for pain, it hides

Today I'll be your guide, more time, I'm tryna persuade this guy

He's aired me for days this time and it's prolly 'cause

I'm that voice in the brain that lies

See that Dizzee boy there in the corner?

That's all the days that I stayed inside

To the right where my urges live, you'll see how think about taking lives

Bladed knives, all the nights that I spent chasing highs

Girls that are ladylike, that's nice

But I can't lie, hoes are my favourite type

Let's take a trip memory lane, you'll see the first time I broke her heart

First decline with my broken card

First rewind in the local dance

Sat pitch side, begging my coach to start

Sat in my room, like I gotta go hard

Driving my first car like I gotta go-kart

First drink at the bar, I was having it large

Sat on my bed saying , "This is the last time I give my a ho my heart"

Got a whole in my heart but that's not the name of the game

It's the brain where I chose to start

How did the rose then grow so dark? How did my emotions hold me down?

What was the blow that broke me in half? Hold on tight, guess I'ma show you now

Percocet's and thots

Hundred tequila shots

Decamp when it gets on tops

My body been hurting lots

Drink till the hurting stops

Next day I wanna turn to God

What you gonna do talking stops?

Who you gonna call when it all goes wrong?

Can't lie, that Keys yout's falling off

They never loved you anyway

Just call it a day and stop

Voice in my head, I can't turn it off

I keep having this urge like every night

Fantasise 'bout ending my life

But will I know ever know what heaven looks like?

Will I ever know? I guess everyone dies

When I told you I loved you, it never felt right

Searching for something that's never in sight

This feels like me, myself and the mic, tryna make sure the leveling right

Welcome to a day in my mind

You'll see regret passing by and the love is still here, but it ain't in sight

Don't try looking for pain, it dies

Today I'll be your guide, more time, I'm tryna persuade this guy

He's aired me for days this time and it's prolly 'cause

I'm that voice in the brain that lies