Did someone call for Mr. 500?

It don't matter. I'm here anyway

Imma speak to your soul

And you know like life is like a fight

But a lot of times, we took pain from that fight when it was meant we gain skill

This the life of a soldier for real

They applaud me never gave them flowers to my face

But be the first ones, bring that shit straight to my grave

I got a double head Buddha, Two men on chains, just like a slave

Isolating all day, just like a man stuck in a cage

Nyema say she like my energy, she don't know this come from pain

Stuck up in the rain, cause they was playing with my brain

Time seem to speed every time I'm conversing with James

I guess that that's a side effect, when you harmonious in the brain

I'll never switch up, but only wise men change

I'll never give up, know some consider me insane

Lift your chin up, you a man honor your name

Know through this hard work, that all these days won't look the same

Won't leave out how I came, Fuck that, I'm a soldier

Go get it what they told him

She say I ain't shit, Well, fuck that bitch, I bet I show her

Jaz still on my phone, I gotta go, I thought I told ya

I put that work in every day, I come out having motion

Janelle and Julius was like the aunt & uncle I never had

And Afiah ditched me when I fell down, it kind of made me sad

Skipping school with my homie, I had to cut him, I seen his mind was fucked up

And my mind was fucked up we both can't be fucked up

DJ told me don't let no one disrespect what you believe in

Told him that's a bet fasho, I swam all in that deep end

I'm still learning how to love, so please forgive me, I'm not perfect

If you don't mind giving me a hand, then I can show you that I'm worth it

My heart too big, they laughed at me When I was down, I still showed love

Took the knife that I had gave you to survive, you cut me up

You was using me for love, just like a drug, I knew you was

I done gave em all I had, I guess it never was enough

In relationships, we value time, And I'm trying to give you mine

Trying to figure out a way to fit this love inside my grind

If I ain't what you want, I don't want you wasting finite time

Long as you happy, I'll have peace inside my mind

Britney told her what I said, I guess our trust don't beat y'all bond

Elia popped up in my mind, and I just hope you doing fine

Suicidal post, Jayona the only one who reached out

I ain't even know her, but that's the type of love I seek now

Life hitting Mike Tyson, My mama say"these days won't last forever"

I know for sure, cause I done walked out through that cold weather

No gloves on, no beanie, I ain't even have a sweater

Don't slack with all that knowledge, I'm like, you know better, know better

Ho, Ho