"you cannot win in the end"

The words are still in my head, but now I see the play, it's slowly turning down the frame

I want to kill again to give more room for my existence

I want to bleed again to see the truth that I was there

I'm falling!

There is no faith to help you to stand, and there is no hope to take you higher

I'm just falling, I'm just falling to the deep end

A face to fade with the sand

I want to climb to tell you: I will...

But I'm just falling, I'm just falling to the deep end.

But there is one thing I can't understand

If the prize is to fall in the end, why we can't choose before we can stand?

I feel no comfort

And there is nothing I could do

There is nothing, I'm just falling!

There is no faith to help you to stand, and there is no hope to take you higher

I'm just falling, I'm just falling to the deep end

A face to fade with the sand

I want to climb to tell you: I will...

But I'm just falling, I'm just falling to the deep

It's just a game we can't win!

But there is one thing I can't understand

If the prize is to fall in the end, why we can't choose before we can stand?

If we all have to pay in the end, why's there nothing I want to regret?

Why's there nothing I want to forget?

I'm just a fallen old land turning into sand, and the wind won't turn me back, back to stand

I'm just falling into the end

Will I be there?

Will I...

They said I need to choose

That I can't live two lives

If I start to walk, there is no turning back

They said the darkness is discovery, the light is salvation, and freedom is a right

I waited, I waited to understand, but in the end there is nothing

There is no mistake or honor, there is no obsession or temptation, there is no forever or a moment

The things are just there, and I'm finally home!

I'm finally free!