I tried to be the guy that they all like, who they all wrote in their head

My bad, went a new direction

Thought I was the enemy just a misconception

I acted like someone you knew, I used to be that guy who

Threw it all away just to have it my way

But now they don’t care and it’s too late

I’ve tried to hide from what they want to see

The path they’ve paved not meant for me, I know

But I can’t seem to let it go

Wrapped in chains from all my enemies

I’d wish they’d all just leave me alone

'Cause I don’t want it near my home

Sleep paralysis haunts me all the time

Makes me see all that I hated, I’m a victim to my mind

And I’m runnin’ around wasting my time

I don’t care, I’m in paradise

I’m sick and tired of your lies

I know it's my last time, last time

So tell me where I gotta go, how be all alone

How to be free from this curse that’s keeping me prone to the lies

Just take me outta this pain, so far seem the days

Where I didn’t have to fantasise ‘bout staying alive

‘Cause

Sleep paralysis haunts me all the time

Makes me see all that I hated, I’m a victim to my mind

And I’m runnin’ around wasting my time

I don’t care, I’m in paradise

I’m sick and tired of your lies

I know it's my last time, last time

Sleep paralysis haunts me all the time

I was little over 16 when I messed up my whole life

Now I’m fighting battles everyday, wish I could rewind

Losing all my sanity, just let me break the lies

Sleep paralysis haunts me all the time

Makes me see all that I hated, I’m a victim to my mind

Athy haunts me all the time

Makes me see all that I hated, I’m a victim to my mind

And I’m trapped in this place called paradise

Roses glowing red I gotta keep on, keep on fighting