On a good day, I struggle to communicate

Thinking squandered, life: pondered

Tend to dull the senses but I'd never once inebriate

Please help me, I have a migraine

She told me that she loved me then she went to have a gangster's pay

Labored breathing, a Cleveland steamer

Lofty dreamer, I have fever

I wonder what would happen if I fell to the deceiver

Up all night with chronic headaches

She offered me some tail, but I can't even think straight

I take acetaminophen, I need to quit the medications

I may need a vacation

Lying on a beach so I can have some relaxation

Admitting all my pain with zero bias to a stranger

Dissociate from people, I don't want to be in danger

I'm not food, to me: don't cater

And I'm missing

No, I'm hidden

Sadness-ridden

Barely living

And I'm missing

No, I'm hidden

Sadness-ridden

Barely living

Lying supine looking up at a cumulus

Then it hit the fan, it turned to a nimbus

Y'all speak about taking lives, glamorize people die, then I come along and y'all think my style is ludicrous

I really hate entitlement, like why you want some Ruth Chris?

I wear the same clothes, I'll always be a minimalist

Can't think clearly, maybe that's a benefit

I hope my suicide this time ain't eminent

I just want to drive by without the fear of drive-byes

Man, I'm really grateful everyday for maternal pride

Heart on my sleeve, never bent at the knees, genuinely, family's by my side

He told me that he locked the shot then clocked the stock upon the op and then he let the smoke pop his top

After hearing this, I sat and thought"Where are we going? Our immaturity is showing"

And I'm missing

No, I'm hidden

Sadness-ridden

Barely living

And I'm missing

No, I'm hidden

Sadness-ridden

Barely living