Whats the point of all this shit

Itried to change

Still the kid recording

Tryna guide the way

For that kid stuck on the corner

Couldnt find some safe

Deep inside my hoarded mind

Cant find some space

Right there on the border line of

Fine and crazy

I just want a hoe to pullup

Give me shine n braid me

I dont want nobody on me

But its fine they praise me

I was always tryn get home but i aint find my train

Be on my phone until it die

Im in my notes just pacing

Wanted solace but i sigh

And then im on my way to

Comfort

For a couple hours

Come home

Then i hit the shower

Its always this 1 road

I dont really know about it

I travel the unknown

Tryna keep my head up out it

Guess ill make some dumb songs

How i bleed, forget about it

I cant make no love songs

I don't know how love nobody

Whats the point of all this shit

I try to change

(I tried, change)

I lie in the morning wonder why the pain

I cant afford to keep on mourning tryna rise today

What you do when all you knew just fly away

(just fly, away)

Took it as a warning that our lives can fade

This always been important i just lost my aim

And so if feels forced ima walk away

I know losses is not gon break me

So, so often im lost and lately

Dont hold off its a lot my brain be

Cold, hot, heart soft and im cautious of space

My rouge thoughts dont want no one all in my face

I know god tryna bring some light in my plate

Watch this ill turn this darkness into a flame

Feel like a monsta still my mom son

Tryna get dem years back i lost em

Im still tryna figure out if theres still more options

Eliminate my fears in the process

Im just hoping they can hear if they watching

I been feelin kinda weird i been off it

Still been living its been fierce but i walk with confidence

I look in the rear it gets all big