I messed up last night

I gave into all my problems

I left down my Lord

And I let down my momma

Everyone pushing tea

Uh, They pushing drama

They looking over me

They wont overlook my problems

I don't pretend to be holy

My friends dont know they don't know me

I showed them what I felt like showing them today

Cuz they don't know what I be doing to take the pain away

She made a fool outta me

She showed her hand, she made a tool outta me

I can't make this up because I want it

Yeah I want it

Even though it's toxic

I can't block it

I messed up last night

I gave into all my problems

I left down my Lord

And I let down my momma

Everyone pushing tea

Uh, They pushing drama

They looking over me

They wont overlook my problems

Sometimes I just wanna give up on myself but

Most times I can't even bring myself to do it cuz

Sometimes I know what to do but I don't do it cuz

I don't have the strength to thug it out and make it work

Right now I'm weak in the knees

I know I shouldn't be, but her smile is nice and her body tea

I shouldn't look but now I am and I know I gotta flee

I know I'm in the wrong

I can never stay consistent

I know I been falling off

I be like Lord you know my heart, but you don't at all

Cuz it's full of dirt and sin from when I dropped the ball

I dial in when I need help but never pick up the call

Even when I wanna fall

Now I'm stuck inside a cycle

And I made her love my idol

Ain't no escape from what the bible says to do about it

Show me mercy

Jesus show me grace now

I won't even lie

I said that last time

Sometimes I just wanna give up on myself but

Most times I can't even bring myself to do it cuz

Sometimes I know what to do but I don't do it cuz

I don't have the strength to thug it out and make it work

I messed up last night

I gave into all my problems

I left down my Lord

And I let down my momma

Everyone pushing tea

Uh, They pushing drama

They looking over me

They wont overlook my problems