Indigo

I was seconds short from quitting what made me who I was for 16 years

Security was all that I ever wanted

Maybe that's why I stayed longer than I should have ever since

Always wanted to be included, now I'm just standing next to them watching

I'm so zoomed out lately, life's just floating by and I'm having a hard time keeping up with it

Trying to find peace but can't even remember the last time I really felt like myself

Making the same mistakes all over again I just want to relieve myself and breathe

I found a place to call my own

Full of broken dreams and completely alone

I found a place to call my own

Full of broken dreams and completely alone

Talking about setbacks

Two years of therapy haven't quite paid off so here I go again

You're posting reels and stories, romanticizing depression and mental health problems

I just want to heal so badly and become a better person

For my family and friends and last but not least for myself

A decade full of setbacks and mistakes, self hate and disgrace

Dark thoughts, days shaded in black and gray

Shattered dreams, losing people on the way

I found a place to call my own

Full of broken dreams and completely alone

I found a place to call my own

Full of broken dreams and completely alone

I found a place to call my own

Full of broken dreams and completely alone