Picking up a pencil n I started writing

We always got an issue can we stop the fighting

N when I ask where u at can u stop lying

Just talk to me we way to grown so don't act childish

But I know u left to heal

While I'm wasting my time popping these pills

Yeah I miss the love I miss the thrill

But ur asking if what we had was real

So look

N I'll be honest

I was never Ur lover I wasn't modest

N I can't ask u to change I was dishonest

N I can't change in a day I can't just stop it

N now u went n left

I said that I was different but I was just like the rest

But I can't say I loved u when I never tried my best

When all I did was lie and fill u up with Hella stress

But everything I did I couldn't take it back

I kept on f*cking up yes I kept on losing track

Let's catch up on the facts

Excuses with excuses I was busy even trapped

Like can u change Ur mind can u just come n take me back like

Don't forget about me don't leave u me in the back ma

I know that I messed up but I'm keeping it a stack love

Finding it impossible cause u won't take me back like

Saying that I love u but u think that it's a lie love

" Hello yeah um i was just calling to see how your doing

And to let you know that i miss u

And i know that i don't deserve u

And that I f*cked up

But all i wanted to say is I acknowledge I f*cked up

And i feel like i can do better"

Look

N I'll be honest

I was never Ur lover I wasn't modest

N I can't ask u to change I was dishonest

N I can't change in a day I can't just stop it

N now u went n left

I said that I was different but I was just like the rest

But I can't say I loved u when I never tried my best

When all I did was lie and fill u up with Hella stress

But everything I did I couldn't take it back

I kept on f*cking up yes I kept on losing track

Let's catch up on the facts

Excuses with excuses I was busy even trapped

Like can u change Ur mind can u just come n take me back like

Don't forget about me don't leave u me in the back ma

I know that I messed up but I'm keeping it a stack love

Finding it impossible cause u won't take me back like

Saying that I love u but u think that it's a lie love

" Hey, i just heard ur voice message

Im doing fine

And ur right u could've done better but

Its fine i feel like we should see other people and move on from each other

That's just the right thing for the both of us at this moment

I know u won't agree but

Do it for me ill miss you too"