Laying in bed wondering the day will hold for me, though I'll do it tomorrow.

Sometimes it's all that I can bear.

Staying away from all the vices that burden me, 'cause they're too hard to swallow.

But sometimes I just don't even care.

'Cause maybe I'm Sick. Maybe I'm lost. Maybe I'm just not worth the cost.

I'm probably wrong, but what if I'm right? 'Cause lately I just don't feel alive.

ooo just don't feel alive.

Disclosing my mind in words and numbers to everyone like I need a disclaimer. They're not excuses, this I know.

But if I shout it loud enough would I come undone, or would it change my behavior?

'Til then I'll wander on this road.

'Cause maybe I'm Sick. Maybe I'm lost. Maybe I'm just not worth the cost.

I'm probably wrong, but what if I'm right? 'Cause lately I just don't feel alive.

ooo just don't feel alive.

Have I been here before? I'm changing like the weather. Can't keep up with the score; it's different everyday.

'Cause you've been on my mind, and how I could have been better.

But then I falter and the moment fades. Yeah then the moment fades.

'Cause maybe I'm Sick. Maybe I'm lost. Maybe I'm just not worth the cost.

I'm probably wrong, but what if I'm right? Am I living or am I just alive?

alive?

'Cause maybe I'm Sick. Maybe I'm lost. Maybe I'm just not worth the cost.

I'm probably wrong, but what if I'm right? Am I living or am I just alive?

ooo am I just alive?