In the beginning it was the end of the world

Ohoooo

I thought it was better that I was better off alone and I know that I

Tried to fix everything like it’s my fault

Now I’m just a functioning dysfunctional adult

From the beginning I knew the taste of a wall

Ohoooo

Learning the bitterness of broken home

I should know better than holding on to what I can’t control

Maybe that moving on is giving up resolve

I’m not gonna be my worst enemy enemy anymore.

I won’t let it carry me, bury me underneath anymore.

How am I supposed to love anything if I’m always at war?

I’m not gonna be my worst enemy enemy anymore.

Gets kinda old wearing a modest front

When you’re abused and assaulted by 17

Tryna save the girl who’s frozen in that SUV

Tell her that she’s strong enough to get through anything

I’m not gonna be my worst enemy enemy anymore.

I won’t let it carry me, bury me underneath anymore.

How am I supposed to love anything if I’m always at war?

I’m not gonna be my worst enemy enemy anymore.