beneath the surface (feat. unknxwn.)

I been tryna hold it back but I’m breaking

Waiting for the day the reaper fucking takes me

Bitch, I’m nothing, you can’t fucking save me

Don’t say that you love me if you fucking hate me

My emotions, they’re always mistaking

Deep inside my ocean, is where I’ll be fading

Where’d you go bitch? What happened to staying?

I can’t fucking cope with, scars that I would make bleed

My walls cave in, baby, I can’t take this, lately you been changing

Baby, make it make sense, I been patient

My hearts fuckin aching, sick of fuckin faking, baby girl I hate this

All alone, there’s no one I know

I’m finding a home, but got no where to go

I’m in the cold, blood drips in snow

Pains all I hold, can’t take no more

Ken, I fucking hate you

I’ve been tryna hold it back but I’m breaking

I can’t do this on my own anymore, I can’t take it

They just hear these songs and they think that I’m amazing

They don’t know the real me, they don’t know I’m faking

You tell me you love me but I don't know what you’re thinking

Happiness is fleeting, I’m tired of chasing

I’m still bleeding, baby I can taste it

You don’t need me, baby girl I hate it

Used to wake up, think 'bout getting faded

Don't tell me what I mean to you, I don’t care, you can save it

I don’t want your love, it’s more than that, baby I crave it

You’re the only one that can help me, girl you’re my haven

I’ve been tryna hold it back but I’m breaking

I can’t do this on my own anymore, I can’t take it

They just hear these songs and they think that I’m amazing

They don’t know the real me, they don’t know I’m faking