Active Trauma

I suffer from a breath that I can't breathe

A constant panic beyond my understanding

Whatever happened, I don't want to remember

The only source of meaning is the pain given to me

Active trauma

Active trauma

Baseline rising every day

There is no asylum, there is no sanctuary

Active trauma

Active trauma

Baseline rising every day

There is no asylum, there is no sanctuary

The perfect way to disassociate

If you never touch me, then I won't ever leave

I have no words for this experience

The engine of my rage is a hurt that I cannot name

Active trauma

Active trauma

Baseline rising every day

There is no asylum, there is no sanctuary

Active trauma

Active trauma

Baseline rising every day

There is no asylum, there is no sanctuary

I'm gonna wake up tomorrow morning and run until my knees explode

Gonna wake up tomorrow morning and run until my ankles break

Gonna wake up tomorrow morning and burn this house to the fucking ground

Only when it's ashes will the fire then go out