My my freind said his father told him that like when he was younger

His he was complaining that he wasn't happy

He was like that's not in the pamphlet like that you not supposed to be happy, all the time

Missing man they wanted me on a different path

As I'm rethinking some moments I wish that I could laugh

If I make it and do it then I can prove em wrong

But if I don't it's gone hurt me to come round you at all

Missing man say good bye to the man you thought I was

My mothers child my father he always been a scrub

Say goodbye to me holding back tryna write you off

I'd rather use my hands if not then momma cut em off

I tried confronting my feelings

I met with you in person

We agreed to a mutual combat on the surface

Give me a chance to show you the man that I become

My demons haunt me you sensed it now it's yo time to run

Now it's yo time to run

Like why you hurt me so bad

Why this shit hurt me bad

I'm 25 focused on my future but stuck in my past

I cant control it's tidal waving I'm tryna float it

Too wavy coasting off wood grain this heavy motion

I needed closure you ran way and it all went bad

I hear yo voice when I'm talking and I just wanna crash

I'm sorry momma

I'll be everything he not

I can learn from every man

Even the man that we forgot

Im just making you this promise to be nothing like my pops