Self Defeated

You saw right through me

From the second you knew me

This worthless case is closed

I am broken for no reason but my own

On display, displeased

Ask for pain and you shall receive

But you saw right through me

If it's you, not me, then

Why do I feel so self defeated?

I'm leaving

Find me bleeding at the thought of you

Listen, I made the decision

I left you by the door

Left you begging me to stay

I want nothing more

The way we used to speak

Went from aggressive to pathetic

Now apologetic fits my description

If it's you, not me, then

Why do I feel so self defeated?

I'm leaving

Find me bleeding at the thought of you

Keep dreaming

Keep pretending it's okay when I say

I'm leaving

(I'm leaving)

(I'm leaving)

I could've been all that you wanted

But you've taken me for granted

I could've been all that you wanted

Please constrict my breathing

Guess it's me, then

Laying here so self defeated

I'm leaving

Find me bleeding at the thought of you

Keep dreaming

Keep pretending it's okay when I say

I'm leaving

Find me bleeding at the thought of you

If it's you, not me, then

Why do I feel so self defeated?