Put emotions to the pen now

My heart it is a dead one it's a ghost town

I thought we had arrangements but I see the towel on ground

She thought that I was smiling gotta flip the picture upside down

I really hate starting over but I guess that I'm back on the prowl

I thought this was love but you're so toxic

Punched my heart out yeah you boxed it

And now I can't gift to no one else no

Tell me how you like to make plans no show

Ain't no necromancer I don't deal with ghosts

Sometimes you lose the game I guess that how it goes

I still won't hate you though I still won't do the most

Saturated by these thoughts in the night time

Temporary what I thought was a lifetime

But I don't worry bout it though I turn a blind eye

I am not a star but I guess I was just for your entertainment

True love was not that far but you don't invest you like small payments

See I been thinking vacations, and houses and making these small babies

She said I'm a dawg but you are the animal you're the one with the rabies

You're love got me stuck in the mud

I have a hard time trying to trust

Spinning out my tires in a rut

I did not I didn't make the cut

I did not I didn't make the cut

Walking around with loose ends I guess that's just my luck

I gave you valuable time but you don't even seem to think about me

Only remember in rhyme because you cannot occupy headspace for free

It's out of my body, it's out of my mind I cannot control nothing but me

It's out of my body, it's out of my mind I cannot control nothing but me

I guess that you think you're so tough

You're so pretty in pink that you think pretty privilege is only enough

I'm the one with the face card game of spades that's how I am calling your bluff

But it ain't no love lost I guess you were just were not feeling designed for my purpose

That's why I wait patiently because I know when a diamond is worth it

I give you my everything

XD Don't do it again don't give me the spin my name ain't Rosie

Don't give the spin I'd give the pockets up but you're posing

Call you a magician the way you disappear and ghost me

Took a risk shouldn't have got involved

Now I'm dead inside no pulse in heart

Too vulnerable so I might fall

Black hearted soul but fall so hard

That's just my luck that's just my card

I don't get even nonchalant

Left without a trace and I just moved on