Role Model

I guess I'll never tell you all the things that go on in my mind

It took some therapy for me to take you off the pedestal

I guess I'll never tell you how I blocked you for a while

Cause you were all to me when you were you and I was just a child

On weekdays 2am I was asleep and you always awake

The music playing quietly and you kept typing by my bed

I still remember wanting to be just as clever as you were

Now I write songs that you don't listen to, I guess you hate them

 

Oh it's you I wanted to impress

It sucks to see you couldn't care less

So I work hard to fix what you have broken

Lower my expectations about you

If time heals everything will it get easier

To say goodbye to you

My role model

You moved away became emotionally unavailable

And it's so sad how hard I tried to make me your exception

You put me in the big box with the tag 'some things I leave behind'

In your old room you didn't see me waving for attention

Oh it's you I wanted to impress

It sucks to see you couldn't care less

So I work hard to fix what you have broken

Lower my expectations about you

If time heals everything will it get easier

So I work hard to fix what you have broken

Lower my expectations about you

how did you make just moving on' so easy

And to say goodbye to you

My role model