Need you, I don't want you, how could I hate you, girl I love you

A rose in a thornbush could never make me uncomfortable

Rolled out the red carpet for you, my god you make me realise how bad I need Jesus

Back to my bad habits when I realise you don't give a shhh

You can't just kiss the memories off of my lips

we try to get intimate, I just think about what she did to him

The grass was too green, the sky was too purple

lost grip of my wrist more sickening than hurtful

I hate the way you speak to me, like you love me

Girl its okay

Wiped it off the windscreen and opened the curtains

I loved you and i'll hold you no matter the burdens

so while your over there, ill sit here in my car just waiting for the signals to go green

And i'll shrug my shoulders, im living but im drowning in my limerence

and maybe ill get back to my make believe maybe

maybe, maybe

maybe, maybe

maybe, maybe

......

I nearly cried on the bus home from work

I was ready to give everything

you didn't give me anything

but a smile

a smile that's more a curse than a blessing cause it

cuts me even deeper and it gives me reasons to go back

I look outside there's no clouds and the skies are blue

look in my mind you'll see pictures of me and you

and too my right there should be a seat there for you

I wish you were see-through and I'd never seen you so

Wiped it off the windscreen and opened the curtains

I loved you and i'll hold you no matter the burdens

so while your over there, ill sit here in my car just waiting for the signals to go green

And i'll shrug my shoulders, I'm living but I'm drowning in my

and maybe ill get back to my make believe maybe

maybe, maybe

maybe, maybe

maybe, maybe