Uh, yeah, wait, soap

Life been a gamble

I been abandoned

I got don’t nothing to lose in this battle

Threw out the paddle

Letting the water go take me away know I handle it

I’m gonna can this bitch

I don’t need no one but damage it

Been showing the way never know what to say

Less it’s all on a song I can’t stand the shit

Break off the bandage quick

Letting the blood out i brandished it

Living the weight on my chest since a kid

I would never been have been understanded shit

Never gon feel that way

Shrug off the pain know it’s here to stay

Fuck with the rain cause it cover my body and make me remember what’s real today

Deep in the river I’m broke note

Left it behind in the boat both

You and I know that it’s all over

Really been written the code close

I never been one to boast nope

I’ve feel like shit im a ghost ghost

Someone had told me slow it down

Never would listen to those dose

Hitting my tongue and I disappear

Living in hell Really been a year

Killing myself and I’m in the mirror

I Scream it deceiving cause no one hear

It’s Coming to be everything that I wrote

Coming to fear all my own hope

I don’t wanna be such a let down

I’m tryna repair I invoked it

Run up the rode and get me some bills

I don’t want money I want it heal

Get me a crib I get mom new deal

Fucking my head up the world like a pill

Come and colliding with mind and a meal

Nothing that I couldn’t climb like a hill

Nothing inside I divided my feels and left it behind in the fire the fields