Been trapped inside again

These illusions always seem to win

My love is trapped between the walls

of the ones who claim to see it all

These scars are like an open door

to a past I can't contain

An overwhelming consciousness tells me I should be afraid and I believe

I'm the monster from the stories I've been told

I'm not strong enough to break the mold

Considered to be a disgrace, not a person

This burden I carry makes it hard to breathe

I can't escape the life that I've been handed

I can't hear you from the other side

I'm not alive

I'll see you on the other side

The other side eventually

Run far from me to see the forest from the trees

You won't believe how every single promise broken

shaped the life you've thrown away

Although I've always known it from the start

You build me up just to watch me fall apart

Disease

Feel the darkness on your soul

One more step 'til you let go of all

between the walls and let the essence fade

Remember me just like you always would before you

fall asleep

Imagining our words unspoken

A life once lost

I cant hear you from the other side

I'm not alive

I'll see you on the other side

The other side eventually