I'll visit my family to give muscle memory a break

Cause I've been learning since I was a baby to take on their pain

I'll visit my family in living rooms that don't get cold

Cause blankets and body heat can't be compared when it took you a week to grow old

Love can be understood

I'm sick of attachments I recently learned

I can't relax and I'm scared of myself

Scared for my health

Tell me you'll take me back home

Old friends are precious

But once, all your old friends were new

It takes years of tense shoulders

When growing a person into something that you're used to

I'm sick of the feeling

That nothing will ever standstill

I wish I could stop

Love can be understood

I'm sick of attachments I recently learned

I can't relax and I'm scared of myself

Scared for my health

Tell me you'll take me back home

When I get sad I go back to my grandmother's house

And I picture my mother putting on her wedding dress

Posing beside the same couch that I am lying on

It helps to remember I took generations to make

Love can be understood

I'm sick of attachments I recently learned

I can't relax and I'm scared of myself

Scared for my health

Tell me you'll take me back home

Love can be understood

I'm sick of attachments I recently learned

I can't relax and I'm scared of myself

Scared for my health

Tell me you'll take me back home