Drank on Accutane

We lost our innocence in the back of a Lexus

You bring back images I locked away, and

We were friends only at your expense

I hate myself, that's how I was back then

You show me empathy, but you know the worst in me

I look back on seventeen with just regrets

And honestly, it's written all on my face

All my apologies come from a selfish place

'Cause if I think I'll make it up, I'm already late

I know we buried it, but I still feel the shame

And you could say that you moved on, and I should do the same

But he drank on Accutane, I still take the blame

I wait around outside for my friends to arrive

'Cause I'm too paralyzed to go in alone

Standing there, stoned like a teenager

I'm too fucking old to be so afraid to change

'Cause if I think I'll make it up, I'm already late

I know we buried it, but I still feel the shame

And you could say that you moved on, and I should do the same

You don't need me to explain, but he drank on Accutane

Guess that's what happens when you try to make amends

And it's lost its relevance and no one wants your

Honesty, think that it's safe to say

All my apologies come from a selfish place

'Cause if I think I'll make it up, I'm already late

I thought I buried him, but you still see his face

And you could say that you moved on, and I should do the same

You don't need me to explain, but he drank on Accutane