I wanna lay back, don't wanna pick a fight

Doing what I can to keep me out of sight

Keep my life intact, if not, it's fight or flight

Guidance if I wanna make it through the night

Even though I'm still so young, I keep on feeling wrecked

Call my OG, I can keep myself in check

Working belt to ass but no one's seen it yet

Really be alone, I'm rotting on the 'net

Wanna speak my truth but not so far away

Even when I try, never the time of day

Sometimes I sit and never know what I can say

Lead myself to here, but I feel so astray

What's it gonna feel like when it all ends and I won't have no time for me to pray?

Life doesn't feel real

So I'll let go if it means that I'm in disarray

Feeling proud of where I've ended up

Would never jeopardize even till my final day

Man that's just how it is, and what God says is the only word that I would take

I'll try to soar beneath the sun

In the meantime I'ma have to re-explore my soul

All those walks on the sand make me give out

Talks with Nana never getting old

Never hurts to reunite with the ones you love

Have my angels resting in my heart

Always do what I can to keep this alive

Ain't no way I'll ever grow apart

Long live y'all in y'all name

Now I'm riding 'round see the tides go

Is it better if I got my eyes closed?

Moving slow out the way outgrown

Will I ever rise if I'm down low?

I don't know I just wanna see the light not the snow

Ain't no way I'm ever getting told

Lay it all down take my breath away

Everyone around has only gone to fade

It's only felt like I've bled another shade

Now I'm watching everybody make it rain

All staying down never found a way

If life gives you lemons find yourself some taste

Wonder where I'll go, silence need to break

Sidelines I stay, beside I never play

Pappou always told me never be afraid

Time's ringing out, it's never gonna stay

Tabbed out and never tapped in

Handlin' this shit gon' make me pass out

Always felt like I've wanted to lash out

When's the last time since I've sat down?

Wanna go back, I guess it's passed now

Think about it it's gon' make me sad now

In every sense, feels like I've just signed out

Feel like nothing if I try to zone out

I know something's really 'bouta pop

God be with me if I'm ever gonna make it to the top

Looks so easy but it's not

And I've had enough time to lay back in my sheets and rot

I know it seems like a lot

Hope somebody's with me if it feels like I'm just 'bouta sob

Know that shit ain't your job

'Cause one thing I know is everybody got their own fucking problems

Never going in never going out

'Cause one thing I know is everybody got their own fucking problems