How can you even think of killing yourself? I mean, isn't it so stupid? I mean, look at all the people up there on the screen, you know, they're real funny, and what if the worst is true? What if there's no God and you only go around once and that's it? Well, you know, don't you wanna be part of the experience? You know, what the hell, it's not all a drag

My life wasn’t even worth living

I was only there to see what I was missing

Never really fit in, yet it never hurt my feelings

Do my own shit, yeah bitch, I do it different

I was just hoping and wishing that shit would start switching

I saw in a vision with no inhibition

I said I’m the one and I never was kidding

Now I’m in the open and look where you sitting

My godlike cognition saw no opposition

Psychotic, I want it, I need it, I got it

The power I harness so strong, I’m unconscious

I harvest the crops of my garden

You planted the seed then forgot it, it’s rotten

No progress accomplished, that’s why you are boxed in

I went on my own and now I’m forgotten

But I do not mind, the silence is calming

Digested the fluids for my own embalming

The grip of the blade is what I am palming

Get off me, you got it, no need for your comment

I’m coming, I’m heated, I’m hot as a comet

You bleeding, you dropping then beg me to stop it

But there is no mercy I leave for a toxin

There was nothing I could ever do to stop it

OmenXIII, black shirt, black jeans

Hands on my face so I can't see a thing

If human is a race then who's in the lead

And who's last place, would that be me

Me, I've seen a lot of things I can't explain with any certainty

Why do people live and die and what's this feeling irking me?

Why's there so much hurt in me? Blood is blue until it bleeds

I can't change until I speak, not much to say, just leave me be

Let me be alone sometimes, I need it just to feel inside

I don't really feel but when I do I like to write it, my

Mind's in constant motion, the momentum starts to wear me down

But if I try to stop it then I contemplate a different route

But that is not option, see society has let me down

Now I live my life in silence, I don't let it get me down