Writing in affirmations

Struggle to feel alive

I see you in my dreams but I don't know what it's about

So what's it mean?

(I need to feel) I hope this pain inside don't last forever

(I need to feel) But all my hurt inside holds me together

(I need to feel) And now we meet together for what matters most

(I need to feel) Before it bleeds you dry and proceeds to kill the host

Spiraling here forever, I try to last another day

But I just throw it away

You may think that I can't take it

But I know that I can make it out, oh

(I need to feel) I hope this pain inside don't last forever

(I need to feel) But all my hurt inside holds me together

(I need to feel) And now we meet together for what matters most

(I need to feel) Before it bleeds you dry and proceeds to kill the host

So turn your back

Yeah, fall with me, stand and deliver

But you can't go back if you're gone forever

I'll fall with you, stand and deliver (Please take my misery)

But you can't go back if you're gone forever

Yeah, and you'll fall first if you think you're better

'Cause life here is pain

Dodging bullet after bullet like a gun range