Hello, It’s me

I’m the one in the corner with anxiety

I hate small talk, talk deep

learned social skills in therapy

And now I’m

Stuck at a party

Trying to fit in with normies so I say

Hello It’s me

(why did I say it like that)

I see your lips are moving but

I can’t really tune in

cus I am somewhere else in my head

Oh, did I smile at the right time?

My mind is going offline

(Is this where I come in)

I’m so scared of losing it

you chew too loud, my jeans don’t fit,

I say I’m fine, that’s a myth

But that’s a me problem, me pro

off the script, forget my lines

And trauma dump this random guy

I feel so dumb I wanna hide from my me problems, (me problems)

It’s me, hello

Can’t sleep cus of what I said years ago

Like thanks, you too

when the waiter said enjoy your food

I don’t do sad, I do devastated

I don’t do happy, I do exhilarated

wave back at somebody

waving to someone behind me

so I just smile and pretend there’s a fly

I’m so scared of losing it

you chew too loud, my jeans don’t fit,

I say I’m fine, that’s a myth

But that’s a me problem, me pro

off the script, forget my lines

and trauma dump this random guy

I feel so dumb I wanna hide from my me problems, me problems

It’s giving depression

It’s giving anxiety

It’s giving tired

It’s giving quarter life crisis still living with my parents like

Boohoo

Drunk crying in my new shoes

Telling strangers “I love you”

Then I wake up to a half a dusin missed calls on the floor of the girls bathroom stall like

Chorus

I’m so scared of losing it

you chew too loud, my jeans don’t fit,

I say I’m fine, that’s a myth

But that’s a me problem, me pro

off the script, forget my lines

and trauma dump this random guy

I feel so dumb I wanna hide from my me problems, me problems