I'm just chilling in the back with those i met over years

I feel like i've done it all and I have faced all those fears

So why does success not ever bring me back into tears?

I guess I cannot feel a thing even if around my peers

I gave it my all, it's mostly just rise and fall

Just waiting patiently to receive my future life on a call

Every success stories different just think it's not quite my time

More than 20 years have passed at least you could say that I try

Been doing shows so frequently got bigger artists asking how

Guess that's what you get when you just open up your mouth

And I know the success of others just has its ups and downs

So that's why i'm tryna self reflect and make more solos now

So what you think what you think?

What you think?

All I had to do was lock in just to feel like me

I don't need to reach an audience I just love my craft

Practicing these songs in my room but wish it was with a band

And I just need someone sweet to offer to take their hand

But it's like looking for a treasure in the deep buried sand

I was on the stage with those i've looked up to my whole career

And i've done dream collaborations with people that i've held so dear

I'm just chilling in the back with those i met over years

I feel like i've done it all and I have faced all those fears

So why does success not ever bring me back into tears?

I guess I cannot feel a thing even if around my peers