Murder Self Hate은(는) {albumName} 앨범에 수록된 곡으로 2025년 1월 13일일에 We Realer Nation llc에서 발매되었습니다.I Don't Rap About My Pu$$y
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멜로디에 강한 음악
잘 정의된 음악 패턴에 따른 명확하고 기억에 남는 멜로디를 갖춘 곡입니다. 이 척도가 높은 곡은 일반적으로 연주나 보컬 라인이 명확하고 기억에 남는 것이 특징입니다.
어쿠스틱 악기 중심
곡이 전자 음악이나 디지털 합성 음악이 아닌 어쿠스틱 악기(예: 피아노, 기타, 바이올린, 드럼, 색소폰)를 얼마나 많이 사용하는지를 나타내는 척도입니다.
발랑스
곡의 화성과 리듬 요소를 통해 전달되는 음악적 긍정성 또는 감정적 톤입니다. 높은 쾌감은 행복, 흥분, 희열의 감정에 해당하며, 낮은 쾌감은 슬픔, 분노, 우울과 연관됩니다.
춤추기 좋은 음악
템포의 안정성, 리듬 패턴, 비트 강조 등 여러 요인의 조합을 통해 곡이 춤추기에 얼마나 적합한지 정하는 척도입니다. '춤추기 좋은' 곡의 특징은 일정한 템포, 반복적인 음악 구조, 강한 다운비트입니다.
에너지
트랙의 강렬함은 템포, 역동성, 음악적 밀도에 영향을 받을 수 있습니다. 에너지가 높은 곡은 강렬한 리듬과 풍부한 악기 편곡으로 구성되는 반면, 에너지가 낮은 곡은 음악적으로 간결하고 느린 템포가 특징일 수 있습니다.
가사
my stomach hurt
i got my fuckin' period and I feel fucking crazy
I feel like guys dont go through this emotional shit
let me tell you
women be so emotional but its aspects of our emotions that we do not control
I Battle with highs and lows
Falsetto to bass
I thought that music would be my sweetest escape
More than a money chase
Been scraping through pocket change while dodging the fees at the bank
ooo weee like mrs officer
Been mentally dropping some ranks
This is ain’t no sympathy cry
Cuz truly I made it this way
Tryna walk the walk the walk and not just talk it let Aerosmith play
Back n forth from New York out to Cali still boarding some planes
Maintaining images that my mirrors don’t seem to display
Tryna not lose it
Stay delusional
Cuz one day ima make it they say
And From they mouths to Gods ears
I add my 2 cents and pray
Placing me places that I never thought Id see to this day
Timing environment and trust is like a Russian roulette
Bang bang bang bang bang bang
Im gotta coordinate
I had a Phyllis Wheatley moment in this courtroom today
While Fighting for a place I no longer can afford to stay
I Sacrificed for half my life
Lord what a price I must pay
I Swore I had it all figured out by age 38
No I aint 38 still my age aint up for debate
So far from Hov I still aint seen my first mil in the bank
Feeling so bleak a can a beans got me in such disarray
Making life choices over gas so gassed to be a PA
Like God don’t let me miss my moment truly begging for grace
One floor below Ms Grace apartment guess it was no mistake
Im always covered like my face
my afro plays golden gate
Heaven in my eyes while my mind in limbo estate
Like you gone fight for you or let your body fall to waste
I been in debt since I leapt off a cliff been flying with faith
So hard to do it BIG when I don’t know my worth in this space
Im trying God to tuck the pieces falling safely in place
Shoutout a Taurus that shed a light that just helped light my way
Shoutout Aquarius that always got my back to this day
Shoutout the pisces that tried to position me making plays
Shoutout the virgo that birthed me
I wish I knew what to say
Without my mama shit my dream would be a fantasy dang
Shoutout my scorpio brother for pushing me to be great
Fuck sticks and stones I got a purpose aint no reason to break
Just needed time to love whats mine I’m tryna murder self hate
Just needed time to love whats mine I’m tryna murder self hate
Just needed time to love what’s mine I gotta murder self hate
damn
Hook
Starting to feel my soul
is gold gold gold
oh oh oh
only way to feel my soul
is gold
murder the self hate
murder the self hate
only way to kill such a thing is to love thyself today
only way to kill such a thing is to love thyself today
Verse 2
Lord
I just wanna love me like I should
Break through the trauma that surrounding beheading my whole hood
You know that trickle down effect
Neglected our self respect
Distorted gave us disorders place nuses around our necks
Some hanging around the corners feel cornered like mouse and cat
But who else gone fuckin feed us been robbing us since a fetus
Been bombing us so that Tulsa never recreated
Placing images to keep up us timid like our heroes faded
Individuals with greatness
rarely every compensated
Scary how’s loves complicated
Happy when my **** make it
Sad the way we fall to our demise
Forgetting we are sacred
Crazy how so blinded by bills I feel my life was wasted
Stay Inebriated off my dream thats why I fucking chase it
Almost died without this vision
Barely had a pot to piss in
Couch hoppin
Panty dripping
Pill popping
Sip sipping I need a different way to switch topics
Puff puffing the only time I could sniff tropics
My 20s not a fairytale could Alfred Hitchcock this
Oh God
got me out of the woods and the weeds
to stop attracting the foes and frienemies
When I find a friend in me
That’s real
I’m just reflections of a rebirth here
Ain’t no reason to be deceiving as I leave earth clear
I’m Out here flying with my spirit of Zion Like Lauryn birthed
been fighting to reach the heights of I Am
Lord pray I'm worthy cuz
Hook
Starting to feel my soul
is gold gold gold
oh oh oh
only way to feel my soul
is gold
murder the self hate
murder the self hate
only way to kill such a thing is to love thyself today
only way to kill such a thing is to love thyself today
Written by: Cacie Smith, Cherelle Stephenson, Phil Jones
