You haven't made me cry in a while

Its hard for me just picturing the sight of you now

Watching me struggle through my fear as I fight every smile

Undeserving cause I spent my whole life in denial

I'm caught between a rock and a dark place

And only when I'm there is when I'm asking what God thinks

There's quiet a lot of fear and that's the reason my heart breaks

But I hate it how I always have to learn this the hard way, we all say

Sunset away we go

Sunset away we see

Son said were not far away from, who we all should be

Some say he ain't ever felt the pain like you and me

But if you break that rope he still won't set you free

I've got a question

What is the reason you allow us to feel depression

How come so many people see cowardice as protection

Why don't we all see it as powerless and possessive

I'm tired of learning lessons

Tired of earning blessings

Tired of serving life I'm dying to get to heaven And what if it isn't there

What If I'm unprepared

I just wanna look doubt in the face and say I ain't scared but I'm scared of the

But I'm scared of the temptation I've been facing

God if you really loved me then you would send patience cause I've been waiting

Give me a sign or something

My legs are tired of running

I don't understand why can't you tell me when my time is coming

I can't help but think you've pushed me aside

Maybe the atheists are right, I guess you could be a lie

Look in my eyes and tell me that's not true

Or I'm telling the world this is the day I lost you