Colors fading, black and white mixed to gray

I asked where did time go today

It fell as quick as black and flame

And though I see my present height

I hold a gun inside so tight

I’ve been cornered into a backdown

Looking for truth tell me where is it at now

I’m nauseous, I’m bout to pass out

Or lash out, someone bag me up and throw the trash out

This society makes me want to throw up

The bickering is sickening, I’m about to blow up

Boom Boom ahh, my heart is a gun

Bda bda, stay back I’m shooting everyone

I’m at it again, a drug attic again

When the needle hit the vein, it bled and it bled

I looked in the mirror, my eyes were blood red

There was a demon looking back at me with a grin

Bda bda, boom boom, my heart is shooting again

There’s a funeral going on inside of my head

Last night I had a dream I was bleeding (I hold a gun inside)

Would someone be kind enough to tell me this meaning (so)

Colors fading, black and white mixed to gray

I asked where did time go today

It fell as quick as black and flame

And though I see my present height

I hold a gun inside so tight

When the sun goes down I come out in the dark

Nobody can catch me I move like a shark

I’m falling apart and nobody can see me

I’m fading to black and nobody can see me

No calling my bluff, I’m hiding my shame

I’ve been doing this for years, I’m good at this game

I’m becoming sinister, should I go see a minister

So we can discuss the content of my literature

Why’s the whip in my hand, did I give the lashes

This is Judas in his blackness

Hang me then put me under the grass

And like J Cash I dress in all black

Black shirt, black hat, match my black slacks

Black shoes, black gloves, wearing my black mask

I met with some demons one day behind a shack (I hold a gun inside)

They made a couple deals then they painted me black (so)

Colors fading, black and white mixed to gray

I asked where did time go today

It fell as quick as black and flame

And though I see my present height

I hold a gun inside (black, black, black, black) so

Colors fading, black and white mixed to gray

(So while this world goes around)

I asked where did time go today

(And while we fade away, and we become the past)

It fell as quick as black and flame

(Like when the sun goes down)

And though I see my present height

(And the sky turns black, what happens)

I hold a gun inside so

(Do we fall apart)