I guess I haven't forgiven, just forgot

How my stomach was in knots

Like the different twists in the plot

Should have written myself out

I never needed help turning me into a daydream, or a failure or a ghost

Always knew how to leave you

Wanting more

I always feel what you feel

And I will use it to hold against me

Maybe I am just weak

For wanting these things to mean something

She told you that you're sacred

While she held you like a weapon

Did the escape that you were craving

Make it all the more attractive

I never believed in being somebody's everything

Never stood any chance against the way she drew you in

I knew you better than you did

I knew you'd let it happen

Like I know I'll never learn my lesson

So do you think that I'm weak

For wanting you still

(Does it mean something?)

I always feel what you feel

Still I'm making a point of asking

Like it's all part of a thrill

Like wanting you still

Does it mean something

No I'm not angry, nothing to cry about

I needed one more solid reason to get out anyhow

No I'm not angry, nothing to cry about

I needed one more solid reason to get out

Tell me have you forgiven, do you know

What you want and how to let me go

Are you guilty, are we both

Is it the way we're taught to love?