I stopped myself in my tracks

How the hell did I let a man act like that

How the hell did I let a man take my shine and take my vibe in a click like that

How dare he question my bad like that

Had me looking in the mirror sideways and that Everything he wanted in a woman I had

But I doubted myself

See I was so confident

Anytime I left the house I got compliments

Now I'm not saying that I needed them compliments

But it felt good and I'm saying that with confidence they're compliments but I know

See I have this way with guys

I fall for the ones with the wandering eyes

And the wandering likes

Wonder who he likes

New follow wonder who it is this time and

I know I shouldn't

Wish I didn't

But I couldn't

No I can't though

I know I shouldn't

Wish I didn't

But I couldn't

No I can't though

'Cause I just started stressing and I became obsessive he wanted to see how far I'd go

I just started stressing and I became obsessive I wanted to see how far I'd go

How was I battling a screen for attention

He really had me on some stalker ting

Hundred female friends he didn't mention

And anytime I try and tell him how I feel

I'm overreacting without question

'Cause to him see it ain't that deep

But to me that's deep

'Cause what's your intention

See

'Cause they don't even look like me

I swear not a single girl looks like me

Now I'm not saying that it's right if they looked like me

But it would be nice to know I'm his type and I'm what he likes

'Cause one swipe and then I feel insecure

One like and I wanna change myself some more

And it's mad 'cause I've never been this way before

Locked in but I've never felt less secure

I know I shouldn't

Wish I didn't

But I couldn't

No I can't though

I know I shouldn't

Wish I didn't

But I couldn't

No I can't though

'Cause I just started stressing and I became obsessive he wanted to see how far I'd go

I just started stressing and I became obsessive I wanted to see how far I'd go

See how far I'd go

How did I lose myself

Never thought that I would lose myself

I lost my spark now I don't know myself

Look in the mirror I don't see myself no

How did I lose myself

Never thought that I would lose myself

I lost my spark now I don't know myself

Look in the mirror I don't see myself

I know I shouldn't

Wish I didn't

But I couldn't

No I can't though

I know I shouldn't

Wish I didn't

But I couldn't

No I can't though

'Cause I just started stressing and I became obsessive he wanted to see how far I'd go

I just started stressing and I became obsessive I wanted to see how far I'd go