I'm second guessing myself

I keep the pain on the shelf

I got a guilty conscience with the hand that I'm dealt

Wish I could take it all away give my headache some help

I spit it all down the drain

I'm tryna wash out the stain

But who I am to complain when I got views from the mountaintops

Polluting my veins until the ground make my body stop

A little drop of envy leave you cold and empty

And If you've seen it all before why don't you tell me where we're heading

Take a look around me

An open book around me

I hide my fears in my past I know they've never found me

But it's been leaking out my pen guess I'll let it in

Sedative

I keep my broken record flow I'm so repetitive

Like it or not

I'm taking too many shots

It's a death to all my innocence ok let it rot

Hey that's the story of growing pains

They say it ain't so

But when you lie about everything there's some truth you'll never know

Keep your heart Vacay

Keep your heart

I'm running outta hope

Mayday

Gon leave a mark

If I clean up my act

I might lose it I might set myself back

So now I walk around the city with my demons attached

And they say keep me

And they say hold me

Don't ever lose me