No one to cry on

I need shelter from the rain, to ease the pain (Yeah, yeah)

Come on, wanna hear my— yeah

Too far away

Too far away for my liking, but I'll stay

You hold me tight within those words, no words astray

I cannot lose you if I do, I cannot take

No one has ever told those things that you say

And when you say them, I get more scared and afraid

I think so fond of you, girl, I just might break

I think so fond of you, girl, I just might break (Turnin' it around)

I've been denying you

It's just no way you could be real, I've been denying you

The only thing that helps is writing and describing you

I've been so lost inside my mind, the search for findin' you

I could've never told myself you would appear

Looking in my mirror, I look so close, I disappear

All I wanna do is cry, but I'm so scared you're gonna hear

I do it in good taste, because I know you think you're weird (I promise, girl)

Nervous, wherever I step

I been scared of my karmic debt, regurge the urge to fall to rest

My turf imburse my long regrets (Shit)

They grow, extrude, just me, solitude

I'm in my room, that's all I do, all I choose (Ri-ri-ri-ri-right?)

Wallow in my blues, no, I ain't cool and that's the scoop

Scared she'll leave me too, think 'bout the future, then I droop

It's tilting all my views, I sowed the seeds, so where's my fruit?

A bumbling recluse, like, what's to do?

It's loopy cyclic days, but they keep movin'

Spite my gaze and hate my movements, laziness was my influence

Pops is great, I can't get to him, frown displays dismays, congruence

They linked up, yeah, frustrations, keep my fist tucked

Sedated, overwhelmed, I been stuck, fuck

But to be honest, I'm glad I found a kindered spirit, a likened soul

She the best, she got many merits and she shine like gold

I'm— I'm s— I'm work—

Working my way through my life, I'm—

I'm finding it