Looking for answers

On this journey of mine

Forgot all the passwords

Dont know if ill get inside

Im diving within

Im drowning in it's beautiful touch

Im diving within

Im drowning in it's embraze

Come find me

Come find me

Come find me

Im hiding

Im hiding

Come rescue me

Am i the good guy

Cause ive been bad this year

Then am i the villain

Cause i dont feel like a solider

Im going to war

Im going to war within my self

Im going to war

Im going to war within your eyes

Come find me

Come find me

Come find me

Im hiding

Im hiding

Come rescue me

*It tears me up and leaves me paralysed in the mornings, even when the sun is shining through my bedroom window. The more time pass the more i realize im lost, all this thinking, and chasing, the answers i seek will stay as questions , did i awaken or did i just fall into a deep sleep.*