No trust in who I talked to and walked with

Made me feel like I was walking alone

Even when I'm home it didn't feel like home

Yeah

Tell Swade pray for me extra this week

That's a request for every soul that's praying for me

The Preston they all love is decaying in me

Different is what I feel every week

I got demons been passed down, tryna end it with me

The more that I try to fight it, it's harder to beat

Like Marley and me, it's more like tequila and me

The spell on me hard, well I've seen Akeelah the bee

H-E-L-P all over my DSP

Folks think I'm playing, ain't owned a PSP

Since K.C. used to call me big P, yeah

My biggest cry's for help has been my lowest streamed

Got supporters that say that I pulled 'em out they bad dream

But little do they know that I ain't woke yet

The chains that y'all claimed I freed y'all from, I ain't broke yet

Now life ain't a game

No it ain't no reset, it just mistakes and the blame

No room for my cross, when I'm always carrying shame

Felt like a truck been on the shoulder, wasn't just out of my lane

Joy been crowded by pain

Amazed how I said I let it all go, but when it comes to talk about storms past, it's like I'm walking with rain

Cause I talked too much, some people don't wanna talk again

And time flies by so now it's no longer uhh

How much more truth

I used to outdrink all of them, I know

they don't want more proof

I've played hangman before, not drawing my own noose

I rather hide the truths, then die seeking truce

But I read about Peter and I read about Judas, the truth is

I'm only comfortable with Christ and the booth that I'm in

I don't wanna confess to men cause

I've seen the things they've done to men and trust me, mmm

If it wasn't for the jewels and all the times I answered the call and all the things I've done

I wonder

Will my family still love me (love me)

Will my brothers still ride for me (ride for me)

I ain't asking you to die for me

All I wanna know is would you slide for me, cause

All of my opps are inside of me

Refs running clock, we only down by three

Past been behind, but it's down in my teeth

I've been a pit, I haven't cried in weeks

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Truth is,I should be canceled

Not by anyone who handles a phone, cause

Let he without sin, DM the first stone

But the One that's never left off the throne

The one and True Tri-Un God, He stands alone

Born in sin, but this ain't all from birth

Somehow I know every book in order, still made it perverse

I knew all the sins I ain't need to rehearse

I acted holier than thou when I did my dirt

Thank God we not judge just by our works

But my faith was shakier than Jehovah's Witness

I knocked on doors for God to open, started ding dong ditching

Didn't endure no trial always settled and snitching

Only told my side of the story,was always switching

Offended people without remorse in the worst way

Been sexually immoral with women before the first date

Sexually immoral with myself since the iPhone four

You've done your deeds, why you tryna erase your history for

He's seen it all, no matter how dark the party was

He knows the reason you had functions in the 'partment for

You thought people being present was love

And the Holy Spirit wasn't invited cuz it wasn't enough

You took gluttony with the spirits too

So much, the liquor dude told you NO ID he knew how old you was

Prayer closet, then instagram

Church online, then cognac

Say Grace, then curse no mercy

You a lukewarm fool

You a bridge for so many you bus to Sunday school

You a bridge for so many they named it after you

You a bridge for so many that's why you feeling trapped

Nobody checks on the bridge until the bridge collapses

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No trust in who I talked to and walked with

Made me feel like I was walking alone

Even when I'm home it didn't feel like home

Thoughts of being gone, but God brought my back to where I never should've gone from anyway