I think I’ve gone up in flames but I need the lighter, pass me the lighter

I wish that the warmth would stay but it’s getting dark, while the sun still rises

Time used to stretch out its back now it’s contorted, laying broken and bleeding out

Trying to lick wounds clean cause I left for a minute, came back to you screaming

I can’t lose something that was never there

Went from violet to violent so fast

Trying to prove cause it’s all I’ve ever cared

I’d be lying cause I never asked

When I said that I felt it

I swear that I meant it

I thought I was healing

I spent the night drinking

My thoughts kicked in heavy

My head won’t stop bleeding

I can be cruel doesn’t matter if it’s fair

Only to you cause I know you’re never there

When I said I can’t help it

Was too late already

Stood over you grieving

I broke the butterflies only soar out of anger, can’t face you after

Tried one too many times and it’s like I’ve been strangled, watching your laughter

I did my best for a couple of weeks

Too long to go blind and not surface to breathe

In all my dreams I’ve been dying

Give it up you can have it

I’m trying to push past this

I can’t lose something that was never there

Went from violet to violent so fast

Trying to prove cause it’s all I’ve ever cared

I’d be lying cause I never asked

When I said that I felt it

I swear that I meant it

I thought I was healing

I spent the night drinking

My thoughts kicked in heavy

My head won’t stop bleeding

I can be cruel doesn’t matter if it’s fair

Only to you cause I know you’re never there

When I said I can’t help it

Was too late already

Stood over you grieving