So much in my heart

May not be the best but still I got the most heart

Youngin' at the cleraport I'm bout to depart

Lots of family in my life who still act like this a hobby

I don't wanna name names but you know who you are

I don't do this for the clout said I just do it for me

Couple weeks from the pad I don't feel like I'm me

Got my masters in real estate and I call it the back up to the back up

So talented, don't even need the degree

Dropping weekly, I forget what's the count, they still hate

If I'm worried, better know my reaction, it stays late

Smoke a blunt to the face, I tell the mirror it's okay

I'm experienced with how crowds tend to treat greats

I've been on my lone vibes, recently single

And my best friend changed up, who wanting to mingle?

Grinch in my Christmas, squared up to Kris Kringle

Only made me work harder, no time to be sitting fetal

Let's get it

So much in my heart

And I'ma lay it all down

The noise is gone what I sound like

When I don't have your love now

Jesus, I surrender my scars

So I can see your sacred heart

My heart's pure but buried inside a tomb of guilt

She gon' call me player cause I never feel

Never in my life thought I'd see this life

Weaving through the fakes trying to keep it real

Potholes, I'm swervin', what's the key to life?

When nothin' that I touch ever sees a light

When everything I do always seems to fail Only thing that

I can do is just keep the fight Long days long nights tend

To blend together Try to be nice got left in rainy weather

Target on my back, barely 25

Fuck do they expect, I'm just trying to be better

Hurtin' in my room, lights dimmin' out

Couple shots of whiskey got me feelin' down

Pain transpiring to addiction

This ain't fiction, reality's got me spinnin' out

Made it through the fight some of my longest nights

And sometimes I get left trying to do what's right

Pain inside my soul just to keep it real

But I ignore it trying to manifest a better life

Big drip stays flashy to cover up my scars

Feeling so close that I made it this far

Couple life stories that I've never shared

Maybe on this album I might try and start

May God forgive me I done came this far

Maybe on this album I might try and start

So much in my heart

And I'ma lay it all down

A noise is gone what I sound like

When I don't have your love now

Jesus, I surrender my scars

So I can see your sacred heart

So much in my heart